thinking abt how nice i treated u the last time, i think i was sucha a fool. i know u read my blog, and i want to voice out my unhappiness cos i dunno how to express it to you.
whenever u all quarrelled, u would come to me. or wanna know abt him in every aspects, u would come to me. when all's ok , u would push me aside. it really feels like im a spare tyre.
my mum knows abt us contacting, and she disagrees cos she told me not to get involve into the both of ur biz. maybe she has forseen what would be coming. but i stilled cont telling u stuff abt him.
u had a bbq ytd , yet u didnt invite me. dun get me wrong, its not tt i want to go, its the thought tt counts, really.
i do not want to be invloved in u and nic's prob from now on. just open up ur eyes and see. use ur brain to think and not ur heart.
