lunch-ed with tommy today. and talked abt dw and the past.
i never knew how to treasure my friends and the people around me when i finally lose them. one such example, my friend told me he was going to leaving me soon( due to some reasons) and he was telling he was going to some places. i suddenly felt like my tears welling in my eyes... i realised how important our friendship meant to me. ):
moody. moody. moody. i feel so moody and frustrated these few days. they say secondary school life and teenage years are the happiest years of our life. well, some people get upset becos of failed relationships or becos they cant be together with the person they fancy. however what makes me really upset is, i realised that i dun have a bestie. a girl-friend to be ur soul mate to talk non-chalently abt everything under the sun. and giggle throughout the night. i used to tell them everything the moment i see them i school. come to think of it again, i feel very dumb. cos they are not listening attentively and dun give a shit abt it.
time for self-consolation: melissa arh melissa, there's only less than a year left before i leave this place and im gonna start a new phase of life and meet new and wonderful friends outside. and of cos not forgetting the ones who saw me through the most difficult time.
